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I around I

There are times when a 20-year-old is stuck in life. No matter how hard he hustles, the results are more dreadful. So I am again in total inactiveness like I shouldn't do anything. At this very moment, life seems to be at a stop where nothing goes in or comes out, but music expels me to overcome from that zone. It is something which couldn’t be explained in words because it’s just a feeling of something which makes me sit idle. At this moment I don’t want to do anything, but I have a definite answer to why I feel this way. Actually what I think is that there is nothing left for me at this place because I totally don’t like the things I am revolving around. I want to be something else, do something else, but things nowadays are virtual traps because I want to pursue those things that make me feel connected to reality, my family, friends and moreover which could ultimately make me happy. But it’s not that easy to overcome from this vicious cycle because nobody will allow you to l...

Perplexed Thoughts!!!

Just figuring out things, analysing probabilities, discussing opportunities, working diligently and ultimately thinking of future and progressively misspending present unknowingly. Then comes two things in my mind, is this right or wrong. The things I am currently pursuing, do they worth the effort I am putting in or everything is useless. Why I start questioning myself at every moment? Do I need to reorder the tasks which I am performing or should I omit them permanently?     But then at the very moment, this striking thought pops up in my mind that, if I was supposed to settle in less then why I am thinking about it. Those tasks, those sleepless nights which I have put in can't go to waste. Then I convince myself that relax dude and don't think of settling, because you are here for something more substantial, more considerable. So wait for the right time and you will definitely be facing the Volcano of your minimal but relentless effort coming true one day.    ...

My Future Wife

Today 2019, but still now humanity doesn't sustain Time Machine. Everybody wants to know their past or future, but we cant. But still, some of the things are predictable up to 75% and those are some of the checkpoints which most of the people face in their lifetime.       Among them, one of the most important checkpoints is marriage which is somewhat certain to happen. But when we think about it, it's so much mesmerising that after some point of time in my life there would be a person, from whom I am going to share my rest of the life. It just feels like another world to my thought, because at this very moment I am talking about someone unknown. It's kind of feeling, in which I know that one day I will definitely meet her, but for now, I can't even imagine a face. How ridiculous it could be but yes it is giving me an internal smile right now. She will be somewhere doing something or might even be thinking about me. But do you know what is the best part of this, that o...